NEW LOVE HERE

i will be making another blog... probably transferring for good since blogdrive's acting up on me. i don't know if other 'blogdrivers' are having problems with their respective dashboards too but mine's all different and the text get squeezed into 1 whole paragraph when published.
all my entries the past couple of weeks were all the same... messy and crazy... this will be the nth time i will be leaving this blog for another. i will make sure that i won't forget my password and my username for that new blog so i won't ever have to go back here again. nope, blogdrive, don't get me wrong. we've been together for so long, but i think that i just have come to love other blogs like tumblr, plurk, fb and the like. i loved you for a long time but i think things have just been different betwwen us. there's not even a spark anymore. i need space.
talk about imaginary drama! so goodbye for now... til i forget my other usernames/pwords again. then i'll get back to you! ciao!

mother's day this year was fun. we went to church in the morning, then went back home to get my mom's fone which she forgot to unplug and went straight to my lola's house in novaliches. we brought ninang's dinuguan and palabok as usual but with added crispy pata and rellenong bangus and sapin-sapin for a change. we also brought bananas (for tito) and mangoes. i wore my sister's skirt, belt and my mom's top(tucked into the skirt) which she gave to me. of course everyone was fussing over what i wore again. they always had something to say about the clothes my sister and i wear. haha it was sooo hot that almost everyone took a bath again. we had dinuguan and isaw, bbq for dinner and watched talentadong pinoy, the buzz, ruffa's new show on channel 5, bitoy's show on gma with our relatives ( it's how we bond). the day ended with hugs and goodbyes and i am here writing about it because i want you to know how much i am blessed to have a beautiful family and i thank God for that. hope we stay this way and hope it goes well for my relatives from our father's side. God bless us all. continue to pray for each and everyone! Happy mother's day to your moms!

for a long time, i have decided to vote for mar roxas for vice president. i am sure to vote for noynoy and he endorses mar so there is no need for second thoughts, but that was i thought until i learned this morning that he might be passing a law that could affect us, my family and all the employees of pharmaceutical companies. i'm sorry if this sounds selfish. last night, he was on hot seat and he stated that since the cheaper medicine bill was a success and helped a lot of people, his next move was to have parallel importation of drugs in the country. this would lead to closing down of pharma companies if worse comes to worst which would affect us, families of employees of these companies. therefore, on may 10, instead of voting for him, i would probably just vote for binay/bayani. though, i'm thinking that he can do that still and pass the bill even of he's just a senator right? well, maybe i can just leave the vice president's slot unshaded.

as we speak, i am chatting with my best friend and i just feel good. not only did i just start exercising again, i also had a very profound and serious conversation with her. about our future and about faith. boy am i glad to share some advice about true faith in God. i'm so glad that she realized something that i myself have realized a long time ago. it's good to be able to share something about God to other people. i guess my father feels the same way whenever he teaches us about bible scriptures. he's the reason why we have so much knowledge about God. thank God for him. anyway. just want to say that if you have anything to tell God, tell it to Him head on. whether it's hateful, loving, thankful or nonsensical, because He listens. He does even if you don't think He does.

it's 1:58 in the morning and i'm still up. a little over a minute ago, i was close to dozing off with teary, red eyes and all, but I managed to find some interesting blogs and sites which made me go back to fully,wide awake mode again. anywhooo.. my blogdrive dashboard is still the same, plain dashboard as it is. It still only has the "title" and "posted date" options on top. all those alignment, font face, sizes, colors and insert photo options are gone, which is why this entry would look like as if typed in one long paragraph again when i get this over with. anyway, i wanted to talk about why i am so pissed at a friend right now, but i think i'll just sleep this one off. or maybe not. maybe i could go surf the net until 3am before i go to bed tonight. i have major plans for tomorrow. i will make mango flavored ice candies, finish the tagaytay movie and start on something new. perhaps study more photoshop. install cs5. start on my book. MAJOR PLANS. ooops, also, i need to get some workout done. i am so inconsistent!!

is my fave day of the week, though i hate it just because it comes before monday (which means that i go back to school). it may also be a day when i panic most during the week but i still cannot deny that this is the best day of the week since i get to spend time with God and my family. anyway, today, i went digging through my old (the first even) entries in tumblr and i found out that the best blog entries i have were made there while most of my grammatically wrong and nonsensical entries are here. so today, i'll try to change that. how, i don't know, by practicing how to write correctly? anyway, last night, an rlemate/classmate/friend asked me to make her an avp for the nursing comelec committee of our college, since i cannot refuse (lam mo naman me) and since i have nothing else productive to do and since it would be just a 2-3-minute avp, why not, right? i started at 5 minutes past midnight (because i had to watch the pilot ep of comedy bar on gma) and finished at around 3 in the morning (mag re render pa lang). While rendering, i decided to read ebooks i have found yet again. I read the first 13 pages of LUCKY by alice sebold. when i read and watched THE LOVELY BONES before, i didn't know that she was a rape victim herself, so when i read lucky kanina, i was wondering why she had to write or why her novels had subjects that were rape victims, then i saw the cover and the writings on top, that's where i found out that she was a rape victime nga. I read her biography and realized that LUCKY was a memoir to that horrifying night of the last day of her freshman year in college. while reading it, i found myself really weirded out by her experience. it would probably be the most strange rape story i have ever come to know. basta, basahin niyo kung naiintriga kayo. weird lang talaga. i'll try to finish it (crosses fingers) because i want to finish as much ebooks as i have finished watching tons of tv shows and movies this summer. anyway, mara's mangoes are coming today straight from zambales (hopefully we get to those before makuha ng iba ---- ngeee) because we're going somewhere only we know today (haha joke, everyone knows it for sure, gusto ko lang yung song na yun). anyway, this entry has quite been a long one. and i am smelling breakfast down there. have a great SUNDAY!!!! go to church and have fun! GOd bless everyone! btw, may big topak tong blogdrive kaya the whole entry is squeezed into one whole and long paragraph. bakit ganun? am i the only one who experiences this? maybe this is a sign to leave blogdrive na finally! hahahaha!

I've been dreaming of this vacation for so long. I've never wanted anything but to lie down all day, eat, sleep, rest, play, surf the net, watch missed movies and tv shows and do those again over and over until june comes. I knew I would stay up late until the wee hours in the morning doing fun and recreational stuff but I never thought that it would be this distressing! It's all because of this darn completion duty! I thought that after 3 days of hell (mostly, because I still get scared at times, especially when the scrub nurse isn't as friendly), I would be free to go back to laziness and being a couch potato, but instead, I am doing a lot of traveling back and forth to school just to submit and re submit my pref cards. I just wish that I could do everything all in one day. It's too tiring and dehydrating to commute to school just to hand in some paperwork, only to find out that the person you came for is absent. If only I had that much common sense to text my classmates first before going to school, then I wouldn't have wasted much time and effort. Anyway, I am currently thinking twice whether to go to school tomorrow or not to complete my final case. It would be like a big thorn pulled out of my chest if I would but I was thinking that since there are a lot of people going back to school to complete their respective cases, it might be impossible for me to get a MAJOR case knowing that I would be the least prioritized person there. I would ask God to help me again in this time of ordeal. hahhahahhaaa. pero seriously, I really need to finish my OR cases na if possible, but if I would go to school tomorrow only to be a circu nurse, then I might as well not go. I still have to finish my 9 DR cases and 1 IC case. God help me please!

1) jogging 2)cardio abs http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=pjWz9GYWnzg&playnext_from=SL 3)sexy arm zapper http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZjKJ7cJ5lg&NR=1 4)tricep dip! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXgSm47QL64 5)sexy arms workout http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=hivEqCO5PIQ&feature=channel

BTW, i would like to thank my classmate who owns this blog (coffeeandmusiclover) and who doesn't really know this, for inspiring me to go back to real blogging again. haha! I knew I would always come back to this blog. tomorrow's another big day for me and my brother. we will start our daily morning jogs!!!! sana matuloy and consistent!!